well this year has not been good

[atillerthethumb]

hi all sorry i have not been here been very depressed i have also bee in hospital haven a kind of jaw surgery have over 20 stitches in my mouth

plus i have had 100% seed failing nothing come up and what did died

think it was the compost but dont know

so im not to happy right now trying to stay up but had a big fight with girl friend and thats made me even more depressed

cant blame her though it has been two years and i still not made it over there

i dont know what to do now

sorry dont mean to wine to yall just thought id let you all know why i not been posting

[w8in4dave]

Sorry to hear about your troubles ouch ..... surgery sounds hurtful good luck ... I don't know about the girlfriend thing , but hope all gets better soon

[Rita]

Ouch.. Feel better soon Tiller!
Sorry bout the fight but hey I dont know any ldr that is all peaches!

[atillerthethumb]

well i was feeling better till my girl said she wants to date other people untill i can come over

i mean wth do you do with that so we have broken up for the most part and i cant see us getting back together

this year sucks now very depressed

[Pharmer Phil]

May 2, 2011 11:01:43 GMT -6 atillerthethumb said:

well i was feeling better till my girl said she wants to date other people untill i can come over

i mean wth do you do with that so we have broken up for the most part and i cant see us getting back together

this year sucks now very depressed

Chin Up Mate, surely there's someone there for You, I mean you've charmed a lady from afar, can't see it being a problem...you are better off in my opinion, after all, would you feel secure in this lady if you had to work out of state, or be gone alot for work??
there's someone for everyone...now get back out there on the prowl and post pics of the new lady in your life

[ghoststomper]

Sorry you're having a hard time , hope you heal quickly from the surgery also. Sending prayers and get well wishes your way.

[atillerthethumb]

thank you im fighting hard against the depression not easy with me suffered all my life with it
i have no motivation at all now i have started making jewellery
here is my first peace all most done i was hoping to sell them to raise the cash to go see rachael


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[Penny]

Sorry to hear that things havent been going well......hopefully things turn around for you, Tiller